Desire: For A Truthful Online Experience
A story about angelic messages of algorithmic desire and an insatiable desire for lotion.
Youtube suggested a video to me titled: “Pete the Pot Bellied Pig Wanting more Lotion.” This made somewhat sense based off my search history.
The uploader of the video described it as such: “Pete the pot bellied pig loves to have lotion rubbed on. If you stop rubbing him, he comes looking for more.” The video shows Pete’s owner gauging his interest in a bottle of lotion and after receiving a positive response, squirting a few pumps of lotion on Pete’s dry crusty back.
Pete squeals and grunts with happiness and desire, the video progresses to Pete’s friend rubbing Pete’s belly with lotion. Pete loves it.
My Angelic training kicked in as I recognized this was a sign from beyond. The relationship between 1.) my usual video watching patterns 2.) Pete’s expressed authenticity 3.) My natal chart suggested the algorithm was speaking to me as as non-physical entity either as Big Data or as an animal guide perhaps from a higher dimension.
*The universe works in mysterious ways.
* Big Data is Magic
*please note this is not a story about ironic ambivalence but a place of looking for and fleshing out truth
One strategy to communicate with your spirit or animals guides is to write to them.
Dear Pete,
I want your desire, I want your visible insatiability, I want your thick scaly skin, though I don’t want to use petroleum products. I want you to experience deep ancestral healing. I want to unplug from mass consciousness, mass media, mass time. Pete, did you know you actions can effect the past, future, and present at the same time? Pete, I am not allowed to be you but if I was would I still be a woman? You are a pig, you are an embodiment of the abject. Pigs are dirty. Pigs do not experience the internet nor do they face an ambivalent irony that causes political apathy or that fosters a critique of the left from a comfortable distance. Pete, I am reaching out to you psychically and otherwise to expand and embody a digital architecture. ultimately to download an animal spirit, to download pure pleasure. I want to be part woman, part pig. Is this possible?
Dear Lexi,
I will give you my desire but the problem is I am only made of code. I am made of only numbers, I am only a reference but you can use this representation of me as a proxy to express yourself. You can utilize my temporal expression to articulate a public desire. The personal is public in the information based temporal economy. You will need to go public with this.
Dear Pete,
I will kill you and eat your flesh and then your desire will be me.