A Summary of my time in Gazner:
I am out of time
In this case time is flat
just like the world
just like the algorithm
boys will try to tell you that astrology is dumb
they will tell you that you have a shopping addiction
they believe in science
but femmes get it
you will catch a hedgehog to cope
you will talk about attachment issues
I am not the victim here, this is just what happened
I am afraid what just came out of my mouth is too intimate for the public
I don't like talking about my sexuality with strangers
its weird
or authority figures
its personal
I have intimately analyzed a video of a pig being rubbed with lotion
I watched a very sleepy pig refuse to get out of bed
I have learned how to scromble
the algorithm expressed these things to me, you have to watch for the signs.
Though the ocean will rise a million meters soon,
I guess we will adapt
At least that is what I heard
A man tracked me down on a bike today and gave me information about the 650 year anniversary of Ganzer
then he found me again
in this very small village
and showed me a picture of a mummy found nearby
I really need to learn german
but the moment was still nice
I knew a few things
I guess that is progress
I am a long ways from home and I am loosing all my hair
but its not why you think
people won’t believe you
i don’t believe them
I lied about it
I am refusing respectability politics
through poetry
and a pimple
both I have done this week at Ganzer
I accidentally got toothpaste on my spiritual partners towel
I accidentally lent out my spiritual partners towel to everyone
I accidentally am using all of my spiritual partners pillows and blankets as a back rest
I hope they don’t read this line over my shoulder
they are probably applying ointments anyway
its almost Cancer season
not the disease
I have no one else to text
My mom already has the vitamins I need
Little does she know hypothyroidism inhibits vitamin absorption
I don't want her to feel bad about taking them
Maybe this is too American
but she is
that is where I am from
and that is going to have to be ok
My spiritual partner just came to throw my chip bag away for me
Danke Dir
I love Kuchen in the afternoon
I live Kirchen in the afternoon
Jesus Christ is so hot right now (theoretically)
Boris Groys is not the only one to see that
I am a heretic, it is in my astrologic chart
I like to lay down like I am in a Renaissance painting
but its because my neck hurts
my Reiki healer told me my guides said “Lymphatic Massage”
I listened to a podcast about it
Then I had an idea for my next video
I had a dream I was blackmailed and was supposed to send nude photos to save a women's life
spirit talked to me several times, recently
I will surely lose creditability for this
believe me I have evidence to support all of this
but now is just not the time
people around me are starting to go to bed
It is just about making meaning anyways
It is just about making memes anyways
My practice is centered in my bed
Perhaps I am just a poet
they read the line over my shoulder
goodnight